i was settling some pictures folders i have in my computer just now, while listening to this super emo song that jiale gave to me. i was putting thumbdrives and thumbdrives of recent pictures that sustephjiale generously arranged and passed to me.

arranging arranging arranging... opening new folders for new pictures. and then i realized, as i named those folders, lots of LAST and FAREWELL came up. last dinner with origins, last outings with delta-ians, boons farewell... and then it struck me how much im gonna miss this place when its time for me to fly to aussie. oh yes im soooper excited bout going, but thinking bout everyone here... wow.

today i went for lunch with sustephjiale and then asia cafe. saw tons of people tat i havent saw in awhile, and that just adds up to my unwillingness (?) to leave. so many frens, so many people, so many familiar faces.. friendships that i built up, friendships that i ruined, relationships that ive failed, relationships where i learned alot... people whom i havent talked to in ages, people who i always meet, but nv reli got the chance to talk. SO MANY.

im sad. what am i gonna do without u ppl when i go? tell me eh? tell me.

n oh i dint make it into finals for my dance competition, but i definitely had loads of fun. i miss my partner lots too.

everydays a bore at home now. anybody willing to go the distance to bring me out? haha.