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Friday, February 16, 2007

Fri, 16 Feb 2007 11:43:58 GMT

i'm sorry i hardly update anymore. but since connection here is so spuer fast and i ahte xanga soo much.. idecided to shift AGAIN to

aitert.blogspot.com!!!!

come visit k. muah.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Tue, 16 Jan 2007 11:54:49 GMT

wow today's internet connection is pleasing, so please let me bore you with my daily schedule. now that everyone's in college and im pretty much stuck at home.

i wake up everyday at 12.30 pm (eh considered quite early adi ok), turn on the dvd player and start watching wahtever series i'm watching. currently on prisonbreak. OMG ITS SO FREAKING NICE!!!

wentworth miller is sooo HAWT.

he looks even hotter in the show. hawt i tell you.

ok back to my schedule. i then watch till around 2pm, then lunch will somehow be delivered (miad cooked, brother da pao), nad then i go back to watching PB till dinner time. after dinner i go back watching PB again. till ard 1 or 2 am, then i start reading some storybook on my bed till i fall asleep.

and then everythign repeats itself once sun has rise. wow amazing.

whoever's in college working their arses of now, dun punish me ok? u have no idea how much i wana DO SOMETHIN fer once. theres only 5 places where my butt lands on everyday.

1. my bed.
2. the red couch in front of the tv.
3.the toilet bowl.
4. dining chair.
5. computer chair.

DUDE.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Thu, 11 Jan 2007 09:58:02 GMT

i was settling some pictures folders i have in my computer just now, while listening to this super emo song that jiale gave to me. i was putting thumbdrives and thumbdrives of recent pictures that sustephjiale generously arranged and passed to me.

arranging arranging arranging... opening new folders for new pictures. and then i realized, as i named those folders, lots of LAST and FAREWELL came up. last dinner with origins, last outings with delta-ians, boons farewell... and then it struck me how much im gonna miss this place when its time for me to fly to aussie. oh yes im soooper excited bout going, but thinking bout everyone here... wow.

today i went for lunch with sustephjiale and then asia cafe. saw tons of people tat i havent saw in awhile, and that just adds up to my unwillingness (?) to leave. so many frens, so many people, so many familiar faces.. friendships that i built up, friendships that i ruined, relationships that ive failed, relationships where i learned alot... people whom i havent talked to in ages, people who i always meet, but nv reli got the chance to talk. SO MANY.

im sad. what am i gonna do without u ppl when i go? tell me eh? tell me.

n oh i dint make it into finals for my dance competition, but i definitely had loads of fun. i miss my partner lots too.

everydays a bore at home now. anybody willing to go the distance to bring me out? haha.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Wed, 03 Jan 2007 15:20:28 GMT

"this shows how much you didn't practice." said she.

FUCK YOU. or SCREW YOU. however way that makes you die.

its not like you know whether we practiced or not, helloooo, you were in aussie!! so how can u say that?!?!? wow some of the seniors are even worse than us n you dare say that. dun you think ur a tad bit too much? dun u ever think before u speak? somethign wrong. PSYCHO. we practiced more than the seniors some more leh. u know how late i stayed up just to sew the sequins? dude, ur saying as if i dun put in any effort. oh u bet i do. buckets of them.

you wana tell us to let us improve, fine. i can live with that. wahlau, u sais it as if just to pull us lower than where we are now. very encouraging is it now? two days before some more. fucky fucky.

wow, u reli deserve to die.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Wed, 03 Jan 2007 04:58:07 GMT

WOW!! XANGA ACTUALLY LOADED!!!

sobloodypissfiyingidioticstreamyxtookme3daysjusttogetintoxanga.

bleh.

all the complaints aside....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

wishing everyone reading a great and succesful year, may all your new year resolutions come true! (i know mine never did)

u know what? i just noticed that lots of people are SAD bout new year.

why?
why?
WHYY??

its a HAPPY new year dude. haha.

OMG i miss korea sosososososososososososososososo much!! it wasn't much of the history or knowledge of the country that i miss, but mostly the company and people and culture and FOOD. gosh.

middle of the year....

jiale and su : eh tert! steph! we going to korea this year end! u guys wana come or not? we can try to ask teacher whether theres anymroe empty spaces. come come come!! its homestay and its gonne be damn cool!!

steph and i : whhhaaat? dun wan lar. so mafan. lazy ler. u guys go lar.

and after much of a hassle and persuading, steph and i agreed to go. and wow, heck we didnt regret. i didnt wana sleep on the last night of the homestay, becoz it'll be all gone after i wake up. i cried buckets when we were in the van, pulling away from our foster families. gosh, its so emofying just thinking bout it.

I'M MISSING YOU GUYS!!!

gonna go now. if you don't see me soon, nope im not dead, its just the earthquake is making xanga a real slut. boo.

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 13:59:54 GMT

GREETING EARTHLNGS!!!!!

calling from korea!! i repeat.. calling from korea!!

howdie malaysia people!! how are y'all? korea is great!! foster family is great too. my dad is a professional photographer and my mum helps him here and there. i have two younger brothers, aged 15 and 12. dude, the 15 year old wan quite cute ok. both my dad n my mum has great looks, so both their sons r good looking too. super shy tho. food here is great, too bda i cant take beef coz according to susu, beef here is great. kimchi!!! yumyumyum...

lesson learnt : never ever bring too many clothes to cold countries. just sufficient, but not overpacked.
proof : venue - ski resort hotel room.
victims - me, su, jile n steph.
time - pass midnight.
picture this ( ok maybe not ) : four gals lying on mattresses, with only their bra and panty on.

yup i know. ridiculous.

everythin here is great. i just had a photoshoot just now ( hee sound so pro). my dad insisted i took some studio pics b4 i go back. whee~~ it is really really fun here. altho on d first day and especially night time, i was so shy and awkward, but later on it was good. bcoz we msians get to spend some time together, along with the foster siblings, everyone manage to break d ice a lil. =)) they call me turh, bcoz they cant pronounce my name properly, n i dun even bother correcting them anymore. its easier fer them to remember bcoz turh means RICE CAKE in korean. swt.

lalala... its a heck of an experience tats damn sure. its so funny just to think of this scene : a few malaysians n a few mroe koreans sittin at a dining table. korean no.1 tries to speak to malaysian no.1, but fails to send his msg scross. he then seeks help from korean no.2. meanwhile, malaysian 1 wil b looking fer help from malaysian 2 and 3, trying to understand wat koreans said. at alst, everyone jsut ended up laughing their heads off. its amusing ok.

alrite alrite, i think my brothers r gonna sleep soon, better not hog d comp fer so long. i'll c ya guys when i get back!! anyong haseyo!! (bye!!)

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Thu, 21 Dec 2006 06:45:56 GMT

i'm tired of you trying to always prove yourself right.
what? is it a hint of insecurity or just plain arrogance?
your presence don't mean a thing no more,
thus blinded by your fakeness.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 05:01:25 GMT

22nd december 2006.
2100 hour.
luggages.
KLIA.
last minute packing.
sweaters.
passport.

KOREA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bloodyexcitedcannotwaittiltatdaycomesitslikelessthan48hoursawaycantwait!!

am going to korea tomo nite n wil b coming back on d 28th nite. n geuss wat?!?! im not going wit my parents or my family!!! ngehngeh.. im going wit a bunch of frens, n under d interact club, we're going there to a small town call busan fer HOMESTAY!! how cool is tat?!? foster parents, foster homes.. lalala~

n its winter!! whitechristmaswhitechristmaswhitechristmaswhitechrsitmas..........

am a lil worried tho. wat if d foster family doesnt know how to speak english at all? bcoz each one of us wil b sent to diff families, so we pretty much cant meet up wit each other. wat if d family molest me how?!?!? *horror*

on d other hand, probably d family has a cute guy . a CUTE HAWT korean guy. OMGGG.... then everyday get to spend time wit him.. aih *cloud 9*

whee~~ damn high. am gonna b gone fer more than a week then. dun miss me!

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Sun, 17 Dec 2006 04:42:07 GMT

correction : Saturday, December 16, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BDAY MY DEAR COUSSIE!!! seeing tat u have to spend ur 18th bday in japan, i wanted to cal u, but daddy say cant reach u guys. oh well. hope u guys r having a great time! i had to dedicate this one day alter coz as usual xanga's A BITCH again.

happy 18th bday again n great wishes to you! muahhh~~~~

Friday, December 15, 2006

Fri, 15 Dec 2006 08:18:42 GMT

'dont worry, we'll b able to settle this. its not gonna b a big problem.'

'you have so many ppl at home, why u worry so much?'

'still got half a year more, not gonna b a hassle at all.'

MY FOOT.

everyday since the month of may, the grumblings and complains has been growing and growing. it was fine then bcoz it wasnt entirely my free will of going out (school and tuitions etc) but now tat d hols started, not only d amount of complains has increased to a disturbing number, that ball of guilt inside me has also been feeding itself. from the moment i decided to further my studies in australia, i told myself i dont wana leave this place behind with glee, but to leave knowing that everyone including myself, although sad, but happy for me bcoz i ahve an amazing oppurtunity in aussie. not happy bcoz, oh i dont know, 'wow she's/I'm going yay! finally! ive waited so long fer this day!' do i mark such hatred in anyone?

screw tropicana.

screw petaling jaya.

screw 16.

dont you get it? my life my frens my social circle my comfort zone belongs there and not here.

no matter how much i loathe to say this out loud, but just to let you know, another 57 days more and i'll b gone. hallelujah to you.